Yesterday I had my first ultrasound with the Fertility Institute and had some blood work done. Then the nurse took me in to a room, gave me my prescription and showed me how to give myself the injections. Later in the day the nurse called me with the blood work info. She told me that my body was already selecting a new follicle and I would not be able to take the medication this month. So, another month to wait…
I decided that I needed to go to the gym and not sit at home and think about it but last night was a rough night and today I feel like a walking zombie. I keep telling myself that this is all happening for a reason and when it is time everything will happen. It is just so hard and it mentally and emotionally wipes you out. I know that the fertility stuff could take years but every time you try something new your hopes get raised a little.
I am Catholic and about 2 weeks ago I went to the Religious store and purchased a St. Gerard, the patron saint of motherhood, metal and prayer card. I make sure to pray every morning and I never take my medal off.
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